the end of a long day
i’ve been leaning on my friends quite a bit lately– they’ve been taking care of me more than i would have expected– although i wouldn’t have expected less…. somehow. it’s hard to explain. since the funeral, i’ve been playing catch-up at school– and stressing out about it to the point where sometimes i can’t sleep. …but then there’s henry, who spent the weekend getting me up to speed when he could have been studying, and there’s cat, who on her own volition, sent me notes for all my classes, and then there’s susan and francisca– whose house i crashed late last night for last minute studying when i didn’t want to be alone. sometimes i wonder if i’ll ever be as good a friend if i was given the opportunity. we’ll have to wait and see.
for now, i’ll just float along and try to get back to a “normal” place in my life– all the while trudging through the marathon/sprint of finals. at least my next final will be open-book– i think my brain needs a rest.
