falling
i recieved so many compliments about my new shoes today that i began to wonder if something was up. i mean, even the boys were saying hello to them. too bad they were killing my feet all day until i finally broke them in [or my feet went numb] after [a happy sushi] dinner. that was also about the time when i stopped wobbling on them and started walking normally. hmmmm.
i sped through my presentation on frontal lobe tumors today– ending in record time and gleeful that it was over. while i was waiting for my turn to speak, i got a massive case of stage fright complete with tremors, sweaty palms, and nausea. good grief. the nice thing was that the lights were turned out so that the audience couldn’t see me, and more importantly, i could barely see them.
and lastly, i can’t seem to play golf, do yoga, learn about brain injuries, or even buy TIDE laundry detergent without missing my dad. i’m becoming more depressed by the day, and i can’t help but wonder how far away i am from hitting rock bottom.
